when u’re not here

had this 3 weeks of job travel, and it killing me. Cannot hide the thought of you, and my own denial. Have you ever thought that we should be together. If it is the heart that matter, how could u stand seeing someone barely breathe cause all she wants is you..I’m trying to understand that someday i’ll be alone again, but I always cry seeig the shadow of me alone. how do I live without u after all these times?