Hate That I Love You – Rihanna feat NeYo

As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can’t stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No….)

But you won’t let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can’t remember what you did

But I hate it…
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long that’s wrong

But I hate it…
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don’t want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah…)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I need you…)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

Said it’s not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I… love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain’t right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can’t stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can’t let you go
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me…

Yeaahhh… Oohh…

As much I love you (as much as I need you)
As much as I need you (oooh..)
As much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can’t stand how much I need you (can’t stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go (but I just can’t let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so…

Always be My Baby – David Cook

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I’m letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m a part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

I ain’t gonna cry no
And I won’t beg you to stay
If you’re determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you’ll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

I know that you’ll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you’ll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it’s only a matter of time

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my my baby….

You’ll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on (we will linger on….)
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

Always be my baby

New Year..New Hope..New Things

Happy New Year 2009

Hari ini adalah hari kedua di taun 2009, tapi belum menyurutkan hasrat gue untuk blogging. Maksudnya pengen nulis2 aja gitu..karena gue ngerasa banyak hal yang sudah terjadi tetapi masih tersimpan dalam hati alias gak punya temen curhat..

Bukan berarti ga punya temen loh..

Taun 2008, bisa jadi taun keajaiban dan keberuntungan gue. Kenapa?? Karena pada tahun itu, gue lulus kuliah (finally) dan juga mulai kerja (walopun cuma 10 bulan kurang 10 hari). Akhirnya gue merasakan kekejaman hidup yang sesungguhnya. Gaji yang gak pernah cukup, bos yang selalu terlihat kejam, kerjaan yang gak pernah gak numpuk, klien yang… (gak enak ngomongnya :”>), dan perpisahan yang cukup menyedihkan.

Setelah melewati banyak rintangan yang menghadang, finally gue sidang sarjana, dengan segala ketergesaan. Gimana gak tergesa, dari Bintaro jam setengah 6 sore, nyampe Bandung jam 8 malem dannn programnya gak jalan. Begadanglah sampe jam 6, nyiapin power point dan segala tetek bengeknya. Jam 8 udah di kampus, get ready for the execution. Jam 10 sidang. Dan seperti biasa, gue pemanasan dulu di warung Ibu, sambil minta doa restu. Akhirnya masuklah gue di ruang sidang. Tanpa pembimbing 2 yang sangat gue harapkan kehadirannya. Tapi untungnya pembimbing 1 gue dateng dan sangat sangat menguatkan gue (makasi paaa..) Setelah presentasi, dibantai (untung gue gak tewas di ruang sidang) dan kemudian diusir. Ac yang sangat dingin itu mampu membuat gue keringetan. Hebat kan???? Akhirnya gue dipanggil masuk ruang sidang lagi dan dikasi tau bahwa gue lulus. Horrayyyy, i’m no longer an undergraduate student anymore…

Terus kerja, sebelum sidang itu, gue mengalami masa2 berat. Dimaki2 bos dan klien karena sesuatu yang menurut gue adalah warisanleluhur. Maksudnya orang yang udah resign dan kerjaannya gak bener!!!! Siyalan abissss…..gue kena ngerapihin dokumentasi 3078 bugs. Edan kan. Tapi akhirnya masa2 itu berlalu seiring nyadar nya gue akan pekerjaan sebagai superwoman emang gak mudah.

Terus wisuda. Bo, plis deh. Gue musti pake kebaya. no no no no no. harga diriii…. Tapi karena orang tua yang maksa2 pengen liat gue wisuda, akhirnya gue ikutan juga dan menyerah pake kebaya hasil minjem. hihihihi.Gue udah bukan warga kampus lagi!!!!

Terus…the hardest partof mine last year. When I have to tell my cute boss that I have to resigning from my position. It was so hard. Mungkin (pasti) orang2 gak ada yang percaya kalo gue bilang pamitan resign itu berat. Susah bo…kasian sama orang2 yang bakal ditinggal superwomannya. Tapi akhirnya gue resign juga..I have to leave Balicamp..

Dan bertemulah di tahun ini. Tahun yang penuh pengharapan buat gue..banyak rencana dan harapan gue di taun ini. Gue mau ngajak bokap nyokap jalan2, mau beli ini itu….n…plan to get engaged this year..

Mohon doa restunya ya…